I just discovered this site called Form Spring Me. Basically you set up an account and people submit questions to you, either anonymously or through their user name. So I got one because I'm a sucker for online surveys (don't judge). So if you want to what colour socks I'm wearing or how often a floss FORM SPRING ME.
I had a pretty good New Year`s Eve. I went to a house party of a friend, of a friend, of a friend. The only people I knew were Viv and Chris. I had zero expectations for how the night would go down because I didn`t know 90% of the people, and this turned out to be a good thing.
I quickly made friends with randoms(the wine helped with this) and once again I was oblivious to some dude flirting with me (the wine helped with this) some typical caker , who plays hockey, and calls his friends his 'buddies', whatever. And the girls' whose place it was, kept feeding me shots and I never say no to shots, I`m guessing this contributed to my now hangover.
But dang, I feel like shit!
I drank waaaay too much. I don`t even know how I made it up the stairs to my bed. My head was spinning all night and I only felt better after I woke up at 8am (after getting home at 3:30) and downed two Advil, and an orange, apparently people, this is a hangover cure!
I don`t party hard on a regular basis, so I say I`m allowed to have gone nuts, especially on New Years Eve!
Despite my hangover though, I had an amazing night with strangers, in Mississauga!
My frustration is that I'm putting in much more than what I am getting, this friendship scale is starting to tip so that my end is bearing most of the weight.
And a person who displays selfish behaviour however innocent it may be, will not recognize the effort and not realize that they need to give too.
I should pull back. This is the only way for them to truly understand the role I play in their lives because fuck, I am an amazing friend, and I shouldn't have to apologize for knowing that!
Have you heard Patrick Wolf's 'The Bachelor'? If you haven't you must!
Patrick's Wolf's voice is so rich and beautiful, and so emotive! Sometimes he honestly takes my breath away. The Bachelor is just another stepping stone on his way to greatness. He is seriously underrated! His songs are like dark adult fairy tales on acid, that's the best way I can describe it.
Not to mention he's fucking weird...and I wouldn't want him any other way.
The writers on this show, just fucking tops! I mean they took a while to get there last season but this season? FUCK ME, AMAZING!
I've been watching from the first season and the character development is the best I've ever seen. Take for example Rita, although I don't really like her character but her progression and development has been amazing, from season one where she was a severely damaged, meek, tragic woman to today where she's strong, confident, and the anchor of her marriage. Complete 180 to what they introduced her as. Can you believe?
The twists and turns of this season have just been exhilarating, and John Lithgow is the epitome of fucking creepy! To me season 2 is still the best season but this comes in at a close second! I cannot wait until next week. I'm so revved up. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING TO HAPPEN?????
I can't wait for this season to start! So many questions need to be answered, is Roman dead? How will Nikki's daughter fit in? Will Sarah get married? Is Barb finally going to implode? Is Alby going to get a boyfriend? so many questions that I need answers. BOO to you HBO for having 8 week long shows and then we have to wait nearly a year before we find out what happens!
PS Interpol fits perfectly! If there ever was a band who is deserving of their indie cool cred/hype its Interpol, Paul Banks voice alone is sad, haunting, and strangely enamouring!
The Holiday shopping season has officially begun and while I'd love to be all punk rock and not participate in the Holiday consumerism the pressures of society and the heartbreak and judgement of my loved ones prevents me from doing so...I guess I'm not that punk rock after all.
Also we're in a recession and despite what our governments may say I really don't think we've seen the end or even the worst of it, so spending loads of money on getting your little brother a new PSP for Christmas may not exactly be viable, never fear I am an expert on giving amazing, heartfelt, cheap presents (because I am a student putting myself through school).
Here are my suggestions dearest interwebs do with them what you will but I must say the feedback I've gotten has been 100% positive! The Mixed Tape or CD I love making mixed tapes, love, love, LOVE making mixed tapes...errr I mean CDs, haven't made a mixed tape since 1999...Mixed CDs are no longer only for your l'amour toujour, non, it can be for anyone! Either for that person whose musical taste is questionable and you want to introduce them to greener pastures or for a friendship that you think, deserves a soundtrack. To make it even more personal create a original CD cover ( I usually do collages) and add liner notes.
Value For Your Buck: If you're going to do this make sure you do it for multiple people as blank CDs and CD covers do not come in single packs. Also shop at places like Zellers ( I don't endorse the W) they have the same brands as Best Buy or Future Shop but lower prices
Baked Goods Who doesn't love cupcakes or chocolate chip cookies or gingerbread men? The thing with bakes goods is all about the presentation, once you've baked your cookies hit up the dollar store and buy some cellophane and ribbon to dress up your gingerbread men, add a cheesy poem or funny rhyming couplet and you're good to go! Value For Your Buck: This may not be the best idea if your intended receiver is vegan/gluten free/fat free/etc since those ingredients do cost more
Books BOOKS! Books are a great gift idea, you can give your favourite cousin your favourite book or introduce reading to your best friend whose reading consists of the mazes in the back of a cheerio box. Books are relatively inexpensive, I once got my friend a Yoga Book for women, fully illustrated, over 300 hundred pages, for less than $30, amazing, non? Value For Your Buck: Do your research. Know the intended receiver. Know the book(more or less). My friend Amanda and I have decided that our presents to each other are only going to be books and we send each other book lists, after that we have to choose from that list what we will give to each other, so its kind of a surprise but more importantly, neither of us would have wasted our money on books that don't interest us.
Make Your Own Soap Why should you be spending a gagillion dollars on the body shop and bath and body works when you can make your own soaps and lotions. You can decide whether your soaps and lotions will be nothing but a nice smell or if they actually have exfoliates/moisturizers/nutrients. You can decide the shape, colour, and purpose of your products. Teach Soap is a great resource if you're going to make your own soap. Value for Your Buck: Once again making your own soap is the kind of present best done if you you want to gift multiple people, maybe you could also give them a mixed CD as well ;) IKEA This is totally not a cop out, ok? IKEA has so many great thing for low prices. A friend just moved into a new apartment? How about some new dinner plates! Your Dad gets cold while watching tv (and you don't believe in snuggies)? then buy him a throw! Your daughter needs a night light? Then buy her a star shaped light to put in her room! Have an aunt you never know what to get? Get her some $10 silver candle sticks!
Value for Your Buck: If you're like me then you LOVE IKEA. When you go in there, have a game plan and stick to it or else you'll be finding reasons why you need that weird shaped paper lamp that only costs $20.
Love New York. Miss it terribly! Its been 3 years since I've been. Can`t believe that much time has passed can`t believe how different everything is. The people I went with last time, I swore they`d always be in my life and now I speak to neither of them, and as the years passed I found out what acutally happened on that trip, between them, while I was asleep.
Ignorant to what was going on, it was one of the happiest memories of my life. I was 19 years old. My first trip out of the country without my parents, and with two my dearest friends, in one of the greatest cities on earth. The first few days we walked everywhere, we got to see a lot more of the city that way but it was mainly because we were afraid to take the subway, since the New York system is much more complicated than Toronto`s. We did end up taking it to Spring st. though, and after that realized it wasn`t that complicated after all.
We saw Ice-T in times squre, hung out in central park, played in FAO Schwartz and took a tour of the harbour. It was so much fun, good clean fun (we were underage by American standards) but looking back on it, it has now been tainted by what I didn`t know before but now I do. I still have those memories but a certain person`s attitude now makes sense. I still look back fondly but waking up alone now makes sense.
I think I`m over us not being friends anymore, I`ve realized that its very grade 7 of me to be angry with them when there is nothing to be done, hell I would even hang out with them in a group setting, I`m not saying we`d be friends, I`m just saying we`re ok now.
On to New York 2010! Will be much better, being more comfortable with myself, the city and having a real friendship with the person I`m going with. I`m excited, its nearly a year away but I can`t wait, we all need something to look forward to, right. Oh yea I will be 23 when I go, so I will be boozing it up with the lower east side!
Toast was a pointless invention from the Dark Ages. Toast was an implement of torture that caused all those subjected to it to regurgitate in verbal form the sins and crimes of their past lives. Toast was a ritual item devoured by fetishists in the belief that it would enhance their kinetic and sexual powers. Toast cannot be explained by any rational means.
Toast is me.
I am toast.
